It happens from time to time. I think I’m okay and then, well, I’m not.
It 2:10 am and I just ate my third meal of the day. I have eaten toast, a McDouble, and now 2 servings of pasta salad with no protein component. I think if it had meat in it, I might have had only 1 serving. The problem with eating so late is that it means I have been up long enough to get hungry again. Now I will have some increase in energy and feel even less like sleeping.
Sleep has been off for me the last few days. I’ve been up late at night, though I still sleep only 8 or so hours. I just would rather sleep until say 7:30 not 12:30 in the afternoon. I am a slow waker so I don’t want to get up late since it will take an hour or so to start my day. And if it’s too late in the day, I might get nothing done at all.
But I am up now. Up and typing and wondering if there’s anybody else awake who’d like to interact. Probably not. Or at least, if they are, they are looking for someone to talk dirty and I’m not down for that.
Up and a little ADD right now. I am typing, watching TV, monitoring both email and facebook, eating, trying to pet the cat (the cat is not cooperating) and planning some art projects. It’s really too much and I should be overwhelmed or distracted but I’m not.
I’m talking a little too much today I think. I feel like I took over group today, even though I really didn’t. I feel pushy and a little controlling. I think I don’t act that way, but I feel it.
If I had money, I would do some shopping. At this time of night it would be online shopping, which is fun twice. Once when I do the shopping itself and again when the stuff arrives. I don’t need anything so shopping is frivolous.
My computer is going to die shortly, the battery has almost run out. I will put the computer to charge then get out my knitting, watch TV and knit. Or maybe I’ll plug in the computer out here and watch some anime and knit.
I should sleep, sleeping would be the smart thing, but I’m not tired yet. Maybe I’ll stay up tonight and try to sleep at a normal time tomorrow.